Stranger things have happened in life. I open my door and let you in, After many a year been happy alone The months that are shared with laughter and kindness the future was bright. Yet somthings a miss…. I notice the things the little things, I’ve learned alot don’t be mistaken. All I ask is honesty… yet that has been betrayed, I wonder I hope yet the loss of words no reason or answers Yes that’s what hurts the most But stranger things have happend

Time for change….

The time has come the big move is coming.

Time for change for the better or not who knows? We think things over and over not sure what’s best, we ask for guidance but still unsure.

We can’t sleep at night for thinking, tossing and turning mulling things over, trying to figure all the possibilities, but yet still unsure.

Time for change, the plans engulf your mind. you, I, sit and stare we look we think we hide we bother. But yet still unsure

What’s next you think, I’m still unsure but let this be a lesson things happen, don’t let it bother.

It’s that time

It’s that time.

Time to pack away the Christmas cheer, wonderful lights trees and baubles, the festive food drinks and joy.

All the fun, the rush, the giving over in a jiffy just like that, hold on tight not all is forgiven.

The food, the presents all them pennies. We love we laugh we see the people, all worth time and never forgotten.

But don’t you worry we will be back again soon.

Why are we such fools, following rules, making money just to be fools, helpling the poor get poor the rich get rich. The helpless been helpless just to be helpless.

What are we? Who are we?

Sorry its been a while.

Decisions Decisions πŸ€”

One thing in life we make decisions but never know how the outcome will be, Especially the big ones that can change your life completely round.

My big dilemma at this moment in time is changing my job after nearly 12 years doing the same thing everyday. It’s hard to wrap your head around leaving a job you like because you know it, Because your comfortable, also because of the people you work with.

The fact of starting from scratch all over again is daunting for me and probably many other people it’s a decision that’s been playing on my mind for many weeks on what to do next.

With everything it has its pros and cons anyone in my situation would of probably changed Job straight away!

I live 77 miles away from my work as I moved five years ago to be with an ex partner. Now single for nearly 2 years and still making the 154 mile round trip it’s starting to get too much for me. Some may say move back, but now my family have moved close to me I can’t up and leave again.

So now after some job offers closer to home, my decision my dilemma I have to make one and the fact of not knowing how everything will be in a new job absolutely scares me.

To be continued…….

Winter magic

Winter what a wonderful time of the year for meπŸ₯°.

The frost that sparkles along the roads, cars and fields makes everything look so peaceful and pretty. The snow that lays on everything making a white wonderland (until of course you get that horrible black sludge😫) just makes everything look clean on tidy no matter what surfaces it touches πŸ₯°.

From the snow to the wind and rain I just love the cold and dark nights.

For me i think it is the concept of getting warm and cozy that I like so much, seeing the cold out of the window. With this in mind too been a ginger the heat gets to me more too🀣 so thats another reason for me 😊

I hope other people like winter too, don’t get me wrong I like the summer too but just not as much 😊 hope all well save and sound.

Magical time of the year

Yes that’s right christmas time, the most magical, fun, loving time of the year πŸŽπŸŽ„

Christmas has to be by far my favourite season. The nicer people more jolly happy all round (as long as your not one of them people late buying your gifts) then can be a bit stressful. Just everything about it make me warm and fuzzy inside the lights, the timings, the food, the people and of course loved ones.

Some people think I’m mad how overboard I am about it all I start thinking about it in April not too early right? But hey each to their own!πŸ˜ŠπŸŽ„πŸ™ˆ

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE.

It’s that time of year

This year christmas has come to my home a little early the decorations and trees are up!πŸŽ„

This time of year is by far my favourite. makes me happy and with how the year has been it’s much needed. This festive time brings the best out in people and hopefully will be still a great time. Yes I have done a disney tree too pictures below, let me know what you think πŸ˜ŠπŸŽ„

First attempt at a disney christmas πŸŽ„

Illuminations walk

After a lovely meal out with to die for cocktails we decided to have Nice bit of exercise while walking the blackpool illuminations burning off that mealπŸ˜‹. lovely night for a walk too and now my feet hurt 🀣. Here is a few pictures to share with you all 😊

CHRISTMAS IS COMING β„β˜ƒοΈπŸŽ„πŸŽ„

Yes it’s a bit early to be getting excited about Christmas time but it’s my favourite time of year without a doubt😁 the decorating, family, friends and of course the divine food!

with how this year turned out and everything that’s going on its definitely something to look forward to and get the planning inπŸ€ͺπŸ˜‹

Already planning my outdoor decorations and my inside disney tree 😊 little taste of my other tree last year.

Live, love, smile 😊

It’s nearly time!

The big 30 approaching! I’ve not been one to worry about getting older but there is something about leaving my 20s.

Maybe it’s the hangovers at the start of my 20s never lasted two days 🀣 oh how they drag now!

Maybe it’s the people around you getting older too and your starting to realise how short life is πŸ€”

Maybe it’s the fact that the big 30 going to be one big party and not too sure if need a week off work 🀣

Early mornings πŸŒ„

Driving an hour and half home after a 9 hour night shift, some people would think that’s insane. I think it’s kind of relaxing a nice wind down after a long shift, mainly probably because I enjoy driving.

To me the early mornings are great because You get to see the beautiful sunΒ  coming up(when the weather is fine!) the birds waking up taking the first flight of the day chirping away at one another, the smell of the morning air just so lovely (even better just after its been raining). The cold mornings are by far my favourite just absolutely bliss that crisp cold air (very much looking forward to winter!). Ofcourse the’re other people walking the streets with a coffee in hand head phones in bopping away, or others drunk staggering struggling to walk in a straight line and them doing the walk of shame 🀣.

Early mornings are lovely to see for me in all kind of weathers, I always think that if one of them just stopped completely I guarantee I would miss it.

Now it’s that time for me to get into bed as the day goes by have a great day everyone and smile 😊

Ginger and the sun β˜€οΈπŸŒ‘

You would of thought after 29 years been ginger you would learn the lesson that the two don’t go well together🀣 not me! Factor 50 is a must for me head to toe as I easly burn, I didn’t put any on today, After been at the pleasure beach in Blackpool I thought I would be OK but seven hours later this is what happens with the mask burn outline! Lots of aftersun is in order and hopefully won’t peel so much, But was a wonderful day mind and the ginger lives another day to fight the sun 😊